Puzzle character

The dark side of someone can easily out when the weakness catches it out. And when it happens, with what I can control?

And even after the theory i've received and understood easily, well, in practical it's not easy as the theory. And i found myself lost in much things. I even couldn't control, and what do i learned for?
Then, i found outside there, it happened to them and i think it's so humane. Then i continued with much mad that accidentally often i showed off. Really..
But for some times, i felt bored, i felt unluck, i felt empty if i kept with my own ego. How bad..

Always there's the other side of my heart that remind me. It's so luck on me. Remind me for back, remind for a better feeling and soulness, remind me what good things for, about what the positive, and what the faith should be. 

I realize i'm still young and often feel confused to determine heart and principle in life. I need some time to really really manage my heart. 
For itself, sometime i went outside for new refreshing and input and here's the last year when i joined Hillsong Concert in Batam and IT'S ROOKIE AND FULL JAMMING! HOW CAN I REPEAT AGAIN THIS MOMENT HUH?

The concert was held in GBI Tabgha

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JAMMING team!

We had 2 days for it. AND CAN BRING ME BACK NOW PLEASE..