La-bel

When I feel really know who I am, now it's proven that i still hadn't known yet myself totally. Many things that i saw from really different perspectives/paradigma of me. I know that i still need some times for making through this. For now, for what i'm facing, for many kind of troubles, broken-hearted, pain and even good things, i just saw from my sight, independently.

In some cases, i'm kinda sad with what i had done before with my though and actions. Logical mind i think is not always true, but i force myself to think logically and get out of the good feelings omg.

I just really need time. Even i will be 21 in this year, it doesn't matter that i won't be faced with some things that will shake my commitment or what i believe. I have to know and not stopping till i get the answer and from who i can rely in and mentor me(?)
Can i say i'm ababil?

Fyi: This picture was when holiday's going on and we were in campus for suck studying ^.^