Happy Past

The decision that I made sometimes because there's no a reason for it. We don't need always reason in life, often we have to let it flow and feel the senses. I'm too kinda person of it and I'm very glad that I'm happy with that. People say "Life is simple", often we have to make that be our principle for facing life that in truth is not simple anymore. If we think too much about how cruel how hard how complicated, you know, it never in its ends. That's why I'm looking for my happiness with my ways, people shouldn't judge me by those, because those are my ways. Each of us has our ways, so just appreciate others'.

I'm in the mid of what-people-say 'labil', too easy be happy, too easy be sad. I'm being unconsistent which one should I put as my commit? It just what is my mind, well, we can't determine which one should be ours, because life is not always like what we want. Life is full of surprised. We never know what will happen even one second later. Things for what we unexpected that may happen, not our will. So, how should we face every things? Because we know not all people that always be ready for condition like this. Sometime, life will be easier if when do not have obsession or something that we really want to be reached and let the life flows like die fish that follow the water flow.

Life even be hardest things even done by people who we expect do not do 'thing'. What should i react toward this? It's confusing me a lot these days. Should I pretend nothing happen, or show that 'ENOUGH' with all you've done. Ahhh.. how could it be I am now
Often, past makes the complicated life look not too complicated. Remind, there's hope or happiness that may happen in future. So, i'm sharing my community even last year on October. It's yay!

This was the last day in the morning before we had session 3

Trying to make that spirkling #it'sfailed

Lovable family

This was our theme for 2013, and yes, I'm amen it!

P&W team for the last session, session 3

Singer, we sing for Him

Just see, when the atmosphere was down and touched everyone

And when excitement couldn't be handled anymore

We party crazily!

Me and koDen led the motion

And here he was! My favourite youth-preacher, koAndre 

Even i couldn't could much happiness in it

#ChristIsEnough

We needed walking for lunch and dinner

So here where we were taking lunch

The first, divided into group

Samuel group, our ambition was always to be win

ENDING!!!

ENDING! LOVE MY COMMUNITY!

See, it helps me better feeling. Have a good day, fellas! ^.^

La-bel

When I feel really know who I am, now it's proven that i still hadn't known yet myself totally. Many things that i saw from really different perspectives/paradigma of me. I know that i still need some times for making through this. For now, for what i'm facing, for many kind of troubles, broken-hearted, pain and even good things, i just saw from my sight, independently.

In some cases, i'm kinda sad with what i had done before with my though and actions. Logical mind i think is not always true, but i force myself to think logically and get out of the good feelings omg.

I just really need time. Even i will be 21 in this year, it doesn't matter that i won't be faced with some things that will shake my commitment or what i believe. I have to know and not stopping till i get the answer and from who i can rely in and mentor me(?)
Can i say i'm ababil?

Fyi: This picture was when holiday's going on and we were in campus for suck studying ^.^

Brother in Town

For very latepost, because I was kinda busy with the training which I would worked in. So, after a long of fighting in fourth term then finished mid-test for short term, I decided for resting a while on Sunday (06/30)

My brother, Ceyko, just in the town for college's holiday and we just took some time for gather. It's always quality time for together even many useless talk and thing, but we do not the right reason for together always, rite?